Jitters...


Happy Friday New Kids - Lynn here.  I'm on the tail end of THE BULL RIDER'S BROTHER Blog Tour - one more week. (Stops are posted at my website - www.lynncahoon.wordpress.com) So today I have a special visitor to keep you entertained and thinking about your writing. 

My amazingly talented friend, Laura Bradford, has agreed to talk about what happens as a writer.  When you sell, when you write, when you promo.  In short, the jitters. 

But I won't keep you - Laura is here, chomping at the bit and ready to give us all the benefit of her experience.

Thank you for coming by Laura... 

I don’t care who you are or how long you've been writing…you get jitters from time to time.  It just happens. To all of us.

During the writing phase, those jitters look like this:

*Oh my gosh, I’m a hack. I can’t write.
*Uh oh. This plot point isn’t working.
*Am I going to make my deadline?
*How am I ever going to finish when my motivation is next to nil this time?

Once our labor of love is under contract, the jitters morph to this:

*How should I promote my book?
*Will I ever sell another?
*How can I afford to promote my book?
*What happens if it gets bad reviews?
*Will anyone even buy it when it comes out?

Then launch day comes around, and a whole new crop kicks in:

*What’s my Amazon rank?
*Where is it in the store?
*Is anyone buying it?
*Does anyone like it?
*Will people want more from me?
*Can I do it again?

And then the process starts all over again.

In fact, right now, I’m juggling a healthy dose of jitters from group one and group three right now as I’m both writing a book (Southern Sewing Circle Mystery # 8) and smack dab in the middle of launch month for the first book in an all new mystery series—HEARSE AND BUGGY.

I keep thinking the jitters will change, but they don’t. Each and every time, they’re all right there, nagging at my psyche as I type, edit, and launch.
So how do you deal with it?

For me? I keep writing.

And when the jitters begin to surface—as they always do—I look at the books lined up on my shelf…the books that have my name on their spine and think, Ha!
Then, if that doesn’t tame the jitters, I eat some chocolate! J

*****

Laura Bradford is the author of the new Amish Mysteries (Berkley Prime Crime/Penguin). The debut title, HEARSE AND BUGGY, is available now.
In addition to this new series, Laura is also the bestselling author of the Southern Sewing Circle Mystery Series (under her pen name, Elizabeth Lynn Casey), and an award winning romance author for Harlequin American. Her next romance, STORYBOOK DAD, is scheduled to release in October 2012.
For more information, visit her website: www.laurabradford.com.

To Trunk, or Not to Trunk?

Recently I attended the monthly meeting of the Northeast Ohio RWA chapter.  The presentation, by the funny and talented Donna MacMeans, was about adding emotion to your writing.  I learned some wonderful tips for doing that.  For an example, check out Donna's article on "Rooting Interests." 

As usually happens when I attend a meeting like this, I think about the lessons being imparted in relation to my WIP.  And as usual, I find room for improvement in my work.  This time, I had a stunning vision of clarity when I realized why I have been having such a hard time writing this book: the conflict, or rather, the lack thereof.  My hero and heroine are too alike.  In real life, that's a reasonably good thing--common interests and all that.  However, it doesn't make for particularly interesting fiction. 

Now the time has come to decide.   Do (Can) I make their lives more complicated and thus more interesting, or do I put this one under the figurative bed?  I have had these characters in my head for years.  I know where I want them to end up, but can I make the journey interesting enough for anyone to come along for the ride? Do I even want to keep trying, or would it be better for my mental health to say au revoir?

I did some thinking, and read a couple of great blog posts: http://wordwranglers.blogspot.com/2011/11/book-under-bed.html, and http://katesheeran.com/2011/05/13/under-the-bed-not-a-bad-thing/.  I have learned so much about writing with this manuscript.   Working with these characters has been fun and enriching, but frustrating.  They haven't changed all that much since they first were put on paper, but I have changed in so many ways.  And so, under the bed it goes, at least for a while. 



Once I made the decision, I felt so much better.  I went back to another MS that I had started last year, and immediately cranked out 10 pages.  

Have you ever trunked a MS?  Why, or why not?  Did you ever go back to it? 

I Said 'No,' Maybe

Rejection is hard to take. When it's a rejection of something that we've created from within our hearts, that 'No' takes on a whole 'nother dimension. Ironically, sometimes that 'R' hits harder than at other times.

We've all had agents and/or editors say "Thanks but no thanks." If we enter contests or query, we'll finally find those 'sorry' verdicts become a little easier to deal with because they're more frequent. Usually we develop a thick skin and keep writing.

But now and then, one will hit us like a Louisville Slugger. And no matter the amount of rationalization we apply to this one single instance, it takes on humongous significance. And despite other approvals (perhaps in the form of contest finals), we're suddenly convinced we can't put two words together coherently. It's happened to me and it's happened to my friends. It's hard to figure out. Why that one No in the midst of several Yeses can have such a psychological impact. But it can.

I've been thinking about this phenomenon for awhile--since a friend who got one particular rejection just stopped writing. She was a contest winner. She had an agent. She's a good writer and had been published in other formats. But that one negative reaction slammed into her like a hurricane on the Gulf Coast.

Once that happened she doubted herself. She couldn't write a page without going back and revising and editing until she was so frustrated, she couldn't continue. Consequently, she didn't write for several months. She spent months researching but never committing word to page.

Recently, she's begun to come around and produce some serious words without second guessing herself. God willing, she'll be back creating her outrageously touching stories--very soon.

What makes us do that? I think maybe it's because that one rejection comes from a person (or contest or publishing house) whose approval we want so very much. And when that person, whom we secretly (or not so secretely) admire, says, "Ummmm...maybe not..." we see it as a rejection not of the story, but of our dreams, our abilities and of--ourselves. A person we admire says we're not worthy. It feels like a betrayal.

It's not. It's not you. It may not even be the story. It may be the market. It may be what editors are asking for today, which is not the story you wrote. It may be a dozen other reasons that have nothing to do with you, Jane (or John) Doe. Just give yourself a little bit of time to mourn, then get going on the next project. Yes, it's easier said than done. No, it's not impossible.

You've got more than one story to tell. But you can't publish them if you don't write them. So get going.

Writers are cautioned not to take rejection personally. But it's hard not to.
How about you? Have you ever been in a situation when a rejection has prompted you to stop writing? How did you overcome it?

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Finding Your Village


As a New Kid to writing, I’ve been active in a lot of groups.  RWA for one, including the PRO loop.  My local chapter (Yay – MORWA), for another. I love the programs and benefits including workshops and classes or just a loop to ask a question or learn from another’s progress.

But I’ve also been part of a lot of small informal groups. A group of friends around a woman who was kind enough to take a new writer on as a buddy as well as a friend when I first started out.  (Shout out to Laura Bradford – Hearse and Buggy – her Amish mystery series launched this week.) She introduced me to the amazing Joe Richardson whose photos are as beautiful and touching as his written words.  And who taught me there’s always a lake monster.

Another group I’ve been lucky enough to be a part of is the lala’s.  Valerie Bowman (Secrets of a Wedding Night-St. Martin’s) pulled this group together after Golden Heart announcements were made and she didn’t place (that year.) Our on-line group critiqued the crap (literally) out of our manuscripts, synopsis (or is it synopsi?), and query letters for a year.  Results – first year two lala’s finaled (and both sold at or close to Nat’l).  This year, three finalists – and more sales – not just with the GH crew. Queen Valerie as we affectionately call her, is driven, positive, and, like the army, unwilling to leave a man (or writer) behind. Or is that the rangers? I get my special ops guys mixed up.

I joined one of Amy Atwell’s GIAM groups – setting and reporting goals weekly.  And I’ve been a part of the 50K in a month group since the beginning of the year.

And that’s not all of my loops.  (Hangs head in shame.)  I’m a networking junkie.

Now that I’ve sold, I’ve gained two new groups of supporters and sisters.  Crimson Romance has a Facebook group for their authors and each day, I’m overwhelmed by the amount of information and help given by these busy women. Lyrical Press has a yahoo loop and Tuesday social time to get us networking and getting our name out there.

Lots of support out there in the universe.  All you have to do is ask for help.  And the universe will provide. 

Soon, I won’t be a New Kid anymore, but I’ll still remember how I felt when I was.  And how lucky I was not to be alone in my journey.  Thanks for everyone who walked the path with me.

Now, Cyber Champagne!  My debut book, The Bull Rider’s Brother came out Monday. 

Hope Ramsay – Author of the Last Chance series by Forever (Welcome to Last Chance, Last Chance Beauty Queen, Home at Last Chance, and the upcoming Last Chance Christmas) had this to say about The Bull Rider’s Brother…

“Bull Rider's Brother is a great, emotional read filled with memorable
characters you won't soon forget.”

So if you haven’t ordered your copy yet, here’s the link… www.amazon.com/The-Bull-Riders-Brother-ebook/dp/B008195C2I/

Also available at Barnes and Noble and i-tunes.

Thank you all for being part of this journey. 

Lynn

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Writing History -- Weather and Other Curiosities

I recently read an interesting blog post on weather in England during the Regency period.  As a native Clevelander, weather is often on my mind; when I haven't considered the weather before venturing out, I usually regret it.  Sometimes it's gorgeous, other times not so much, but it is ever-changing.  Anyway, it got me thinking about where one might find information on such things in history:  weather, what the headline in the newspaper was, what was playing at Drury Lane, what people did for fun.  So, this hodge-podge post offers a few, hopefully interesting, tidbits on random stuff I have been thinking about.

Weather


For some of you, this may be old news, but bear with me, as I am often the last to know anything.  Did you know that there was a “Little Ice Age” in Britain that lasted over 400 years, and didn’t end until the 19th century?  The Thames froze so thick that it was common to have Frost Fairs on the river during the winter months.     Google “Frost Fairs” and you will find a number of pictures and articles: there are some "zoomable" images here:  http://www.bl.uk/onlinegallery/onlineex/kinggeorge/t/003ktop00000027u04100001.html.  

 You can find data on average temperature (1659 forward) and precipitation (1766 forward) in England on the website of the Royal Meterological Society.  

This site has interesting descriptions of English winters from the 17th century to the present day.  For example, 1816 was the year without a summer, and on Christmas day in 1836, snow accumulated up to 15 feet, with drifts of up to 50 feet! 

That last site refers to a volcanic eruption having an impact on English weather, not unlike the eruption that we all remember from 2010.  Thinking about this made me wonder about historical weather events outside of England that may have had an impact, such as this 18th century  volcanic eruption in Iceland.  

Newspapers

The first issue of The Times, 1 Jan 1788
Source: Wikipedia
Although news was not instantaneous in the 18th and 19th centuries, as it is today, newspapers nevertheless played an important role in daily life, and can offer a wealth of information, including, of course, what was playing at Drury Lane (on December 4, 1788, it was Mr. Kemble in Rule a Wife, and Have a Wife).


The British Library offers online access to British newspapers from 1800 to the present day.   An article on the British Library website reports the following: "In 1800, four main daily newspapers were being published in London, of roughly equal importance: the Morning Post; the Morning Chronicle; the Morning Herald and The Times."  

Access to the British Library collection is by subscription, although it is free if you are affiliated with a subscribing institution, such as a British university.   Another interesting summary of British newspapers is available at http://www.georgianindex.net/publications/newspapers/news_sources.html.  There are some newspapers available at the National Archives, and you can also find a number of periodicals on GoogleBooks--for reasons which escape me, there is particularly good coverage of the Journal of the Royal Agricultural Society, with marvelously titled articles like "Wild Birds, Useful and Injurious (With Seven Illustrations)" and "Marigolds Running to Seed."

This site offers access to a few 18th century journals for free: http://www.bodley.ox.ac.uk/ilej/; and this one offers links to a number of other sites, including German, French, Dutch and other European papers: http://www.xooxleanswers.com/free-newspaper-archives/newspaper-archives-europe/.   You can find information on Canadian newspapers at http://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.com/articles/newspapers.  


Entertainments

Theatre
Much is made of theatre in period literature and in historical fiction.  It was an amusing diversion both for the rich and those less well-off, and for the former, it was a place to see and be seen.

This is an interesting article on the business of nineteenth century theatre and its personalities: http://www.vam.ac.uk/content/articles/0-9/19th-century-theatre/.  This article offers facts on the individual theatres: http://www.victorianweb.org/mt/theaters/pva234.html.  Some tidbits: The Adelphi was the first theatre to feature adaptations of the novels of Charles Dickens; the first female theatre manager in London was Eliza Vestris, who managed the Olympic Theatre in 1830; the celebrated actor Edmund Kean made his Drury Lane debut in 1814 as Shylock in The Merchant of Venice.

Vauxhall

Vauxhall Gardens by Samuel Wale, c1751.  Source: Wikipedia

What post on historical English curiosities could be complete without mention of Vauxhall Gardens, the celebrated "pleasure gardens" which feature rather heavily in historical romance novels, with heavily wooded paths and secluded arbors just perfect for trysting aristocrats?   There is a marvelous description of Vauxhall from 1760, by Goldsmith, in Curiosities of London: Exhibiting the Most Rare and Remarkable Objects of Interest in the Metropolis; With Nearly Fifty Years' Personal Reflections, by John Timbs (p. 747, available on GoogleBooks):  

"The illuminations began before we arrived; and I must confess that upon entering the Gardens I found every sense overpaid with more than expected pleasure: the lights every where glimmering through scarcely moving trees; the full-bodied concert bursting on the stillness of night; the natural concert of the birds in the more retired part of the grove, vieing with that which was formed by art; the company gaily dressed, looking satisfied, and the tables spread with various delicacies,--all conspired to fill my imagination with the visionary happiness of the Arabian lawgiver, and lifted me into an ecstasy of admiration."  

As I can't possibly top that (and I need to go find out more about Arabian lawgivers), I bid you adieu until next time,

Marin

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